Thursday, October 30, 2014

The last Outlaw


He was born in the summer of 1962 shortly before the Cuban Missile Crisis and 15 months before the assassination of JFK. He was born before the world changed and a time of clarity between good and evil and right and wrong all of which has been lost today. That was me.

I grew up in a patriotic United States when everything American was the best. From our values to our automobile. We made the best color TV's in the world. We all shot guns, carried in the window rack and hunted on the weekends. The culture was mostly one generation away from a rural people with little suburbs popping up around the big cities, communities of about 5,000 people. It was an interesting time to live.

Today in 2014 those things are long gone. As the old saying goes, you can't go home. Those were a better time I can assure you as I have lived both. I need not complain about today and the completely screwed up world we live in, because I don't have to suffer it much longer. The Lord will call this Outlaw home soon, as my health continues to deteriorate.

I am about through with the blog. It is hard to write when you are hallucinating. So if you do see another post here it is because I had a good day. But I am going say goodbye before I can't. Y’all been real good to me, thanks for all the prayers and well wishes. You probably see me now and again around Res and Vox's blog.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

Lying about Ebola

Exclusive: Patients being "disappeared" to prevent panic

I suspected as much, I also think it has gone airborn. My advice is to avoid public places where large crowds gather. Don't fly or take public transportation if possible. It's a cover up.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Conspiracy Saturday – What color is your card?


Ebola is the talk of the news. People are wondering why the CDC, hospitals and government seems so incompetent? They are not incompetent this is all purposeful. Conspiracy theorist talk of the red list, blue list and green list. They conspiracy theorists are usually right, but may be wrong about some parts of the conspiracy. Today I am going to tell you that they were right about the list but wrong about its implementation. The red list according to the conspiracy were to be eliminated, the blue list were to be put in camps and the green list were to be pretty much left alone. Better hope you are not on the red or blue list they say.


President Barack Obama signed the NDAA on October 28, 2009. As a bill it was H.R. 2647 in the 111th Congress. This law allows for the indefinite detention of American citizens without charges. Now bring in Ebola.

This Administration refuses to stop travel to and from countries with known ebola epidemics. What we are seeing is the purposeful infection of the American people in order to bring on martial law. If there plans are achieved and the people panic the government will be happy to provide them with a solution. I am here on this Conspiracy Saturday to tell you the solution.

Before I do, I want Tea Party people, Christians and gun owners to remember how this administration used the IRS against them in the 2012 elections. We know who this administration considers its enemy. God fearing, gun loving, Constitutional patriots. See where this is headed? Now I am going to approximate how this will go down when and if ebola becomes a serious threat.

Everyone will get what I will call a quarantine card. Under the guise of keeping us safe and by using NSA meta data they will issue each citizen a card depending on where you have been at what times to evaluate your risk. They will do what they will call a risk analysis or something similar. Of course it won't really be just base on ebola, but also on political, religious and social belief systems as well.

The information contained on that card will be SS#, Picture ID, Date(s) of possible infections. These cards will be required to be on person at all times. As example. Those with Red cards are to be confined to a concentration camp style isolation from society because they will say flight risk. Those with Blue cards will be required to self quarantine at home. Those with Green card are free to travel and go about business as usual. If you are caught out and about with a Blue card you will be immediately processed into a camp and re-issued a Red card and will now be under armed guard and barbed wire.

I think we know what the eventual plans are for those with Red cards, and you can bet the living conditions will guarantee disease. Blue card holders as well as Green card holders will be required to take vaccination and those who refuse get a Red card.

Dare to prepare. - Conspiracy Saturday out.

Update: I use Silver Biotics as part of my cancer treatment. It is the best anti viral silver out there. I ordered two 32 oz bottles knowing it was going to be hard to get or high priced. Well yesterday when I ordered they were $43.69 from Vitacost and two bottles delivered were $87.38, that's higher than I had been paying.

This morning I got an email saying it was cancelled. I checked the reason for cancellation and it said I requested cancellation. I did no such thing. Today the cost of the 32 oz bottle is now $54.99 for a total $109.98. They lied and said I cancelled it and raised their price by over 10 dollars a bottle. Luckily I got a 60  day supply setting in the pantry. They are already gouging as people have figured out this is the best. I probably won't be able to get any more because I am not paying that price for an experimental cancer treatment, I don't even know it is helping for sure. Pisses me off. 

Thursday, October 16, 2014

The world some of us grew up in is changing



VERNON, TX - In the spring of 1868, Tommy Waggoner, age 16, had a job to do. His father, a widower, needed him to drive 5,000 ill-tempered steers from the family ranch in Northwest Texas to Kansas City. To equip his son for the arduous, invariably dangerous trek, Dan Waggoner provided a team of drovers, 50 saddle-sore horses and $12.
Task completed, young Waggoner came home with $55,000 in his saddle bag, seed money for one of the state's great ranching empires. A full-fledged partner with his dad at 17, the young rancher would amass in the coming decades more than 510,000 acres, making the W.T. Waggoner Ranch the largest spread behind one fence in the United States.
These days, Waggoner Ranch manager Weldon Hawley has a herd of cows up north, as well. Because of the lingering drought punishing Texas, they're grazing on grassland on the Standing Rock Reservation in South Dakota - great ranching country with plenty of water, Hawley says.
With "extreme" bleeding into "exceptional" on the Texas Water Development Board's latest color-coded drought report, the state's cattle-ranching future is hazy, even if the sky isn't - about as hazy, in fact, as the fate of the Waggoner Ranch. For the first time in its storied history, the giant spread is on the market and could be broken up - into smaller ranches, suburban ranchettes, subdivisions, who knows what.
$725 million pricetag
The asking price is $725 million. In addition to 510,527 acres spread over six counties, the buyer will get 42 percent of the mineral rights, all the livestock and rolling inventory, two magnificent ranch homes and the architecturally notable W.T. Waggoner Estate office building in downtown Vernon. It's offered "as a turn-key sale on an as-is, where-is basis," the marketing brochure explains.
It's not the drought that compels the current owners to sell the ranch. It's a years-long family dispute among the heirs of Tom Waggoner. One side has wanted to sell the ranch and divide the assets; the other has insisted on leaving the ranch intact but dividing it up equally. They've been at loggerheads for years.
Nothing unusual about that, said Kerry Cornelius, who directs the ranch management program at Texas Christian University. "Families not being able to get along is the No. 1 reason for land fragmentation," he told me last week, citing a Texas A&M study to that effect.
'It's the romance of it'
A few days ago I went on a quick tour of the ranch with longtime Lubbock broker Sam Middleton, who's handling the sale with Dallas-based broker Bernie Uechtritz of Briggs Freeman Sotheby's International Realty. Riding along on gravel roads under a big, blue sky, I had trouble grasping the size of the place. Spanning nearly 800 square miles, approximately 30 miles east to west and about that distance north to south, the ranch is three-quarters the size of Rhode Island.
"You wouldn't be buying it for the beauty," Middleton said as we looked out over miles of mostly flat terrain and red dirt studded with prickly pear and the ubiquitous mesquite. "It's the romance of it, that and the long-term appreciation."
It's still a cattle operation, with anywhere from 14,000 cows, calves and bulls in years past to about 7,500 now, but horses also are a big business, with almost 500 head in its current inventory. Income streams also include farming (30,000 acres under cultivation), about 1,100 producing oil wells and several recreational lakes, including one that provides water for the city of Wichita Falls.
The ranch employs about 120 people, including cowboys who live with their families in tidy native-stone houses in line camps on the ranch. Some are second-, third-, even fourth-generation hands. According to Hawley, a few of the cowboys have been with the ranch more than 50 years.
The ranch had its beginnings in the mid-1840s when Tennessee native Dan Waggoner and a 15-year-old black slave brought 242 Longhorn cattle and six horses to Wise County, near Decatur. In the 1880s, the elder Waggoner and his son began acquiring land farther north, thousands of acres just below the Red River.
W.T. "Tom" Waggoner continued to expand the operation after his father died in 1902. In 1931, he built Arlington Downs Racetrack in Arlington - now the site of Six Flags Over Texas - and continued to make a name for himself as a breeder of champion quarter horses. The ranch's most famous was Poco Bueno, foaled in 1944 and the first quarter horse ever to be insured for $100,000. The bloodline of the magnificent coal-black animal is still prevalent in the quarter-horse world today.
Middleton took me by Poco Bueno's grave and marker near the main ranch entrance. The horse was buried standing up.
A buyer's concerns
The family dispute simmered for years before bubbling into the open in 1991 when Tom Waggoner's granddaughter, Electra Waggoner Biggs, filed a lawsuit seeking the liquidation of the family estate. Biggs, a noted sculptor and socialite who bequeathed her name to the Buick Electra, died in 2001. When a district judge ruled in favor of liquidation two years later, one of the estate's primary stakeholders, A.B. "Bucky" Wharton III, appealed.
James King of Fort Davis knows a bit about big Texas ranches. A member of the King Ranch family, he sells ranches in the Big Bend area. The Waggoner Ranch sale, he said "is a phenomenon - its heritage, its size, the dollars they're asking."
Still, potential buyers are likely to have some concerns, he added. "The minerals, they're unproven. They're trying to sell the upside. Plus, there's no groundwater. That's a scary thing these days. Also, think about what you could do with $725 million in some place like Wyoming. Why would you want to be in North Texas? But, we have a saying in this business: 'There's a spot for every chair.' "
Dallas broker Uechtritz hopes to find an owner who "will keep the ranch just as it is, protecting, enhancing and preserving it for another 165 years or perhaps forever. "This really is the last of the True West," he said.
Ranching 'good life'
Middleton says he's optimistic they'll find that kind of buyer. "Personally, I hope the buyer is a Texas oilman who'll take it and try to develop more oil production, keep it as a ranch, keep it intact and keep all the employees."
Ranch manager Hawley could live with that. At 63, the soft-spoken Vietnam vet has been a cowboy for most of his adult life. He gets up at 4 every morning, he told me, and has his coffee when the world is quiet and peaceful. About 5, he'll amble down to the cook shack and have breakfast with his ranch hands as they discuss the day's assignments. In the late afternoon he'll spend a couple of hours working his horses. "It's just a good life," he said in his easy-going Texas drawl.
He knows that the good life could be coming to an end, but he hopes not. "What we're hoping and praying for is that the ranch'll stay together," he said last week. A large map of the still-intact spread lay atop his desk.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Have you ever had a hallucination for real?

I am having them today. I was sitting here watching TV and some chick just came up and handed me something. When I reached out to take it she disappeared. That's about the fourth one this morning. It is a strange feeling to say the least. Why would I reach out to take something from someone I don't know that isn't supposed to be in my house in the first place? I am wondering if cancer has gotten to my brain or if blood loss through urine could cause this?

I am going for a short walk get the blood pumping.

Now another one - Ebola

Obama gets another person sick with his open borders policy.

DALLAS (AP) — A second health care worker at a Dallas hospital who provided care for the first Ebola patient diagnosed in the U.S. has tested positive for the disease, the Texas Department of State Health Services said Wednesday.

 Obama is doing real damage to this country and if this thing gets loose all hell will break out. There will be no more healthcare because no nurses are going to show up for work, or not enough. This effects everyone. Even if you quarantine yourself stocked up on vittles and beer, if you get sick, no one is going to be there to help you. I can't believe they are blaming the hospital when the blame lays squarely in DC. Call your congressman and tell them to shut down all borders right now. If they don't this will never be contained.

They sit there on TV telling us they are doing everything possible to contain this situation. Person by person, moment by moment, detail by detail they say. No, they are doing everything but what needs to be done. SHUT THE DAMN BORDERS DOWN. You may be thinking that I am over reacting, I am not. If you do think I am, it's due to your apathy, and apathy will get us killed with this disease.

Exponential Growth

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Obama, why do you hate America?

Infected Dallas nurse ID'd; gets transfusion

 Frieden said investigators have yet to determine how Pham was infected. He stood by the protocols — including the use of masks, gloves and other equipment — saying they have proven safe for health care workers for decades...


World Health Organization Director-General Margaret Chan said, the outbreak is disrupting economies and societies around the world. She said 90% of economic costs of any outbreak "come from irrational and disorganized efforts of the public to avoid infection."

Adequately educating the public should allow governments to curb those disruptions, Chan said. Fear, she said, spreads faster than any virus.

Look, you idiot, the  irrational and disorganized efforts" are coming from this administration and you, not the people. How can you expect the public to believe a word you say when you all just said, investigators have yet to determine how Pham was infected. He stood by the protocol...

How is "Adequately educating the public" going to curb disruptions when you don't even know how to keep health workers from contracting the disease? Might as well put a bunch of monkeys in charge at the CDC than y'all. You have already sickend one person by allowing a level IV contagion to be treated in a public hospital. The workers should have had Duncan offsite, underground and the workers should have been wearing positive pressure suits. You violated your on protocols and you call the public at fault?

This administation is reponsible for every single death (let's hope there is none) because you are allowing passage of a people in an epidemic to the US carrying a level IV contagion.

Obama, why do you hate America?

Liar, Liar pants on fire.

Obama briefed on Dallas Ebola case; saw “extremely low” chance virus would reach US
That was then

U.S. and local health officials want to set up dedicated hospitals in each state for Ebola patients, part of a new emphasis on safety for health-care workers after a nurse caring for an infected patient in Dallas tested positive for the virus.
This is now

Nobody believes you any more Mr. President. You lie all the time.

1) If you like your doctor, you can keep your doctor
2) If you like your insurance plan, you can keep your insurance plan.
3) I am not going to try and take your guns away.
4) I will close Guantonamo.
5) Susan Rice stated on network television Sunday that the US has reached agreement with Turkey that would allow the US to use Turkey soil for supply purposes which Turkey quickly denied
6) Susan Rice also stated the Benghazi uprising was due to a video
7) Obama said this would be the most transparent administration in history. Instaed it is the most secretive administration ever. Even more than Nixon.
8) All bills will be posted on the internet for at least 72 hour period of time so the public can re view them. (Instead, congress doesn't even get to read them)
9) IRS lost all their email due to computer crashes upon subpoena by the US Congress.
10) “If we have not gotten our troops out [of Iraq] by the time I am president, it is the first thing I will do.” Didn’t happen.
11)  “Today I’m pledging to cut the deficit in half by the end of my first term in office.” Instead, the national debt increased $5 trillion on his watch.
12)  “We agree on reforms that will reduce the costs of health care. Families will save on their premiums.”
13) “We’ve got shovel-ready projects all across the country.” Later, Obama admitted his own lie, saying, “There’s no such thing as shovel-ready projects.”
14) We reject the use of national security … to spy on citizens who are not suspected of a crime.”
15) We “will ensure that federal contracts over $25,000 are competitively bid.”
16) We “will eliminate all income taxation of seniors making less than $50,000 per year.”
17) “We are going to work with you to lower your [health care] premiums by $2,500,” and we’ll “do it by the end of my first term as president.
18)“I don’t take a dime of their [lobbyists’] money, and when I am president, they won’t find a job in my White House.” In fact, Obama granted waivers at will, and more than a dozen lobbyists got jobs in the Obama administration.


Help me come up with lies, and I will update this. Let's see how long we can make the list. Some meds got my thinking and memory messed up. I know there are a bunch more, but can't think of them. List them in the comments.

IF OBAMA SAID THE SKY WAS BLUE, I WOULD HAVE TO GO OUTSIDE AND CHECK!

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Conspiracy Saturday - Ebola

I'm starting something new and different. It is called conspiracy Saturday. Now this doesn't mean that the conspiracies are either true or not, just conspiracies. They will range from the serious to the ridiculous. From the scary to the fumy. I will always try to pick something interesting. Since Ebola is front and center this week conspiracy is on Obola, give it a listen. Anyway this is my first Conspiracy Saturday.

Hawk With Greg Evensen - Now Is The Time To Prepare

Thursday, October 9, 2014

If your urine looks like this

You Just might have cancer.


First time it happened it scared the crap out of me. All it is is the cancer tumor is out growing its blood supply and part of it dies and falls off. It opens a wound and blood and blood clots  fall into your bladder. This usually means very aggressive and it is called tumor necrosis. Well I say the only good cancer is dead cancer. This lasts for about two days, then it will clear up for about 4 or 5 days and repeat. I am used to it.

I show you this for a reason. They say you should have a colonoscopy when you turn 50. I was 49 and started crapping blood off and on and thought it was hemorrhoids. I awoke from the coloscopy figuring the doctor would say he took care of that hemorrhoid, but instead I heard you got cancer, that was 2011 and my life hasn't been the same since.

What I want to tell you is don't put off the colonoscopy at 50 because if they catch it as a polyp they just snip and weld. and come back in 6 months and see if it came back and if yes minor surgery is all. But if you like radiation, chemo and major surgery put it off.

It is completely painless. They wheel you in a room and you look up at the nurse at one point and say when do we start and she says we are through. The only bad part is the prep the day before. Just plan on staying in the bathroom all afternoon (find a book) and the major anal irritation that massive diarrhea causes. Other than that nothing to it, don't end up like me even though mine was six months short of my 50th it was pretty close. So get it done at 50 or at the first sign of blood.

A bit of Trivia: Did you know there are no nerve endings in the inner lining of your large intestine. The weirdest feeling was when I could feel the pull of the alligator mouth pulling inside while it was ripping out a biopsy after radiation and chemo. I did that part without anesthesia.

Monday, October 6, 2014

Waiting too late can be deadly

Today at one Albertsons in Fort Worth The whole bottled water row looked like an empty warehouse. That's right people have already bought up the bottled water and Nitrile/Latex gloves are gone. I guess because Dallas is so close. But more importantly what does this tell us. Does it say that people are paranoid right wing survivalist kooks? Are people panic ridden fools? No it tells us two things.


1) people are already too late even before anything happens. Just realizing it now that you should have a stock pile of bottled water means you haven't been thinking and preparing. Now I assume since they were COMPLETELY out of water that some one didn't get any, at least there. It does no good to watch then just get in under the wire, because already out. You should always have a stock that is rotated and replenished regularly. Have a minimum in your mind and when you reach it go buy some more, or buy a little every time you go to the store.


2) The second thing it tells us is the scariest thing. It tells us future actions of the present population. That action is people are planning on self quarantine. People are planning on staying home, not going to work or school when and if Ebola. This tells us about our own communities future. It tells us that if Ebola the inner city will be in flames as just in time delivery disappears because no one or not enough are going to work to maintain it. Which means that they have no place to go but the suburbs, which means blood and death. It tells us ugliness of sort not seen is now a reality that the "kooks" warned of is one pandemic away.


We know the future possibilities, are you prepared?



One night the rain started falling
And the clouds began to rise
The wind whistled through the gables
To take us on a magic ride

The sound of thunder broke the silence
A bolt of lightning cut the night
The powers of heaven came calling
To take us on a magic ride.

I never saw it coming
Heard the roar and I felt the rumbling
To take us on a magic ride

Then it left us there in silence
To pick up the pieces of our lives
Never want to hear another coming
To take us on a magic ride

I never saw it coming
Heard the roar and I felt the rumbling
It took us on a magic ride.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

I'm back and with a vengence

The medical system is playing games and I don't like it. I understand why my GP sent me to the ER and they put mein the hospital under observation. But the rest ends there. I have insurance and while I am under observation and not technically admitted I pay 15 % of everything they do otherwise I pay $250 after I've met my decutable and that's it. Well since I have been in thehospital twice in the last two months, one of which included monor surgery I learned their game. My insurance pays well and they do everything possible to keep me there as looooong as they ca. You see I am paying for all the people that don't and they hold me hostage. The Doctor was not going to release me and I had to stay another night because he couldn't get a hold of the urologist to make a follow up appointment for me. I told him I could do that the next day, just leave him a message I will be calling. I was doing fine and had no buisness being in the hospital.

He then went on to say that they wouldn't look good if they didn't have that appointment made before they released. I told him that is complete BS he is trying to keep me in the hospital and I am not paying for another day at the hospital for you to look good, I have no blood clot in my leg that you suspected and am leaving. He denied it was about money. So I finally said I am leaving whether you release me or not. He then tried extortion. He told me that I had a UTI (which I knew) and he would not call in the needed antibiotics if I leave. I said that's OK you try extortion om me and you will regret it.  I knew a doctor who came to see me in the hospital and told me they should release and if I needed any medicine to call him, so not like I was worried. I see that doctor on the 12th and am going to tell him about the extortion and see what he says. If it wouldn't have been for him coming buy they would have done an unnecessary intrusive medical procedure. He was the one that figured out what was wrong with me.

Anyway you won't find me at a hospital again unless I am unconscious, DOA or have a procedure scheduled. And thank you guys for the well wishes. Only by the grace of God will I make Christmas I believe. You should see my right leg, It looks like I am a NFL running back, swollen (Tumor pressing against Lymph system) twice the size as my left. Lymphedema I think they call it.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Away for ?

I will be away for a while. Bad turn in health. No estimate on return. From Android